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RIP Brian Kelly Farmer, 05/12/2012. You were the strongest man I ever knew and I’m sorry that I didn’t tell you enough how much I love you. You made me a better person, and you touched everyone’s lives in a huge way. Thank you for stepping in and being my dad when my biological father didn’t care enough about me to raise me. You made me who I am, and I miss you so much already. Its becoming impossible for me to cry anymore, like somethings keeping me from being able to do it. I think its because I know that you would want me to smile. Hell, knowing you, you’d be cracking jokes and making people smile at your own funeral if you could. I know you were there with us at your benefit last night. You would’ve loved it, I just know it. You told people youd be there bowling strikes. You know I can’t bowl, and i got a strike on my last frame of the night. You were there, just like you promised. We have so many amazing people to help us through losing you, because everyone loved you. Literally everyone you met. I’m sorry you had to suffer, but i’m so glad you pulled though until the last minute when me and Brady got there so we could say goodbye. A few minutes after you were gone, it stopped raining and the sun shined for about ten minutes before the rain started again. Call me crazy, but I think it was you letting me know you’re okay. I know you’re in heaven watching over us now, and it makes me happy knowing that I made you proud. Everything I do from now on will be for you and I know you’ll be watching. I love you dad, rest in peace. <3 11/21/70 - 05/12/12
Spent six hours at the hospital again with my dad today. They told us he has eight tumors in his brain wrapped around the nerves, making it next to impossible for him to walk or use the whole left side of his body. They’re inoperable, and we’re not even sure of how many are in his lungs yet. The doctors said our only option is radiation, and that only works in cases like his about 3% of the time. He thinks he can beat this, but the odds are 100% against him. I’m so tired of crying and having to accept the reality every time we get more bad news. Please keep him in your thoughts and prayers, he needs as much help as he can get.
